It’s been a while since i have written about my thoughts, but it’s about time i started writing again and becoming me again. I hate being lost.

I started thinking earlier when i was talking to my cousin. Her and her husband have been married for almost two years and have yet to go on their honeymoon. They have decided to do a ten day road-trip around Europe. Then i thought…

… Wouldn’t it just be great, to get in a car, with everything you need. This being a personof your choice, clothing, which would be all the greatest things you wish you owned, in my case everything i love in my magazines and on street-style blogs. The nicest toiletries in the prettiest bag. Three cameras. One polaroid. One film. One digital. That’s my personal preference. A blanket, travel cushion, a thermos, music… and a passport.

It would be nice to sort of, wing-it. Old style. With a map that’s too big to open, and maybe a smaller map of Europe to be on the safe side. Oh and emergency stuff as i you never know when you may break down. Ideally, if you break down, it would sort of be nice in the rain.

A costal trip would be good. That way, you follow the coast accros three or so countries and visit all the costal towns. Eating local food. Buying local bit’s. Meeting people, seeing new places, preferably whilst wearing a pair of aviator glasses and rocking the Prada (Spring/Summer 2013 green and white) bag… and a hat. We all need to wear more hats!

Accommodation. Nice places. Not fancy. I like the idea of a shutter dropping off the window as you go to open the window, to an extent. But it would be nice to spend at least one night somewhere really fancy.

All i want to do right now is jump into bed, and read my January edition of British Vogue.

(Source: mariannamic)

Hearing someone say that i had just “answered my own questions”, suggests to me that it was already in my subconcious. But in this instance, was I just saying these things because it’s what the other person wanted to hear.

I’m not upset because cleary I have to think about what i want out of life. Frankly i think i have it all sorted. My imagination may be wild but in contrast, i’m pretty sensible.

Unfortunately, these our common questions (not just for me):
Have I screwed everything up?
Am I taking the easy option out?
Can i do as i planned for now and get to whatever they suggest later?
Uh oh…. are they right? Therefore will i look back and have a load of regrets?
Is this stupid?
Am i just right? Things just take time.
Isn’t happiness, love , good health, family/friends & living your passion a good life.

“All successful people men and women are big dreamers. They imagine what their future could be, ideal in every respect, and then they work every day toward their distant vision, that goal or purpose.” - Brian Tracy

I rather like this quote. (In the title). I have to admit that i dream an idealistic life. A life where i can travel the world. Sit under the stars with piles of blankets, cushions and feel safe and free and wild at the same time.

In reality. Don’t we all just want the same thing? Good health. Happiness. Good living standards…

When you have big dreams, you often feel like you can conquer the world. But in reality. Plans just don’t pan out the they way we plan. This is good. I’m a great believer in the idea that everything happens for a reason. Therefore no matter what we do in life, this must mean that we end up where we are destined to belong?

dream (drm)
n.
1. A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
2. A daydream; a reverie.
3. A state of abstraction; a trance.
4. A wild fancy or hope.
5. A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business.
6. One that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful: Our new car runs like a dream.
v. dreamed or dreamt (drmt), dream·ing, dreams

cour·age (kûrj, kr-)
n.
The state or quality of mind or spirit that enables one to face danger, fear, or vicissitudes with self-possession, confidence, and resolution; bravery.