I literally need to sort out this who perfectionism thing. I think i had a little breakdown just because i am such a perfectionist. This is not healthy. I need to start learning when enough is enough and when something is literally as good as it’s going to get.

This week was supposed to be my . By friday this all sort of collapsed. It’s gone pretty well and i suppose i just expected it to go better. It’s more upsetting than anything, as in the first few days, if you have a slip-up, you’re supposed to start from day one again, and this just seems so hard right now.

I know that tomorrow will be pretty difficult and i know who i need to talk to about it, but i can’t right now.

Thinking over it, i know the main thing that has gone wrong, though nothing has actually gone wrong, and it’s just something i need to add on top of what i was doing.

So bring on next week. Hopefully a much better one.

I am addicted to these little puffs of heaven. But after trying some really amazing ones, Ladurée to be specific, mine are never as perfect or adventurous.

Tomorrow we have a big family dinner and i am aiming to make 40 macarons. And i’m going all adventurous and perfect … wish me luck!

I’m going to make a microwave-banana-mug-cake. It’s friday, i have eaten so healthy this week, i’ve taken a break from overworking, and frankly, i think i deserve it.